Oct 14
Today i realised how much ppl can be difficult when they want to be. See the thing is a lot of my job is to get things done by other ppl. Especially the creative ppl. Sometimes they can put up such a show of attitude. Today they did it to me saying that why must i wait so long beofre briefing them, and that i have been keeping this for so long and giving them little time, and that they will not take responsibility for it and that nothing is ready for them to do work. Its as if we are asking them for a favour, when it their bloody JOB
All my life i have been used to abuse and being ragged and usually never let it bother me. But of late i feel that i cannot take this anymore. My blood begins to boil and i get all hot and start seeing red and really feel like letting it all out. My head starts to hurt and it feels really horible. And whats worse is that after wards i cannot concentrate on anything else. Even now i feel like breaking something. Had a meeting right after this incident, and felt i was not my self and did not do as good a presentation as i am capable of. i guess i need to find a way of chilling.
All my life i have been used to abuse and being ragged and usually never let it bother me. But of late i feel that i cannot take this anymore. My blood begins to boil and i get all hot and start seeing red and really feel like letting it all out. My head starts to hurt and it feels really horible. And whats worse is that after wards i cannot concentrate on anything else. Even now i feel like breaking something. Had a meeting right after this incident, and felt i was not my self and did not do as good a presentation as i am capable of. i guess i need to find a way of chilling.
Last weekend we spent the entire night in mosque...praying. Cuz of the entire month, that particular night was the most precious. But the coolest thing was that after such a long time i saw the sunrise. I thought it was just so amazing. Colombo looked so beautiful. And the sky was heavenly. I made up my mind to try and wake up to a few more sunrises in my life. Its just that i am so not a morning person and can never wake up early. My belief is that mornings are for sleeping.
I just heard that there are 2 rainbows in the sky near havelock road. It must be really amazing. I love looking for rainbows. Do you ever stare at the sky. Sometime i love to look up and make images with cloud shapes. I once saw the titanic, dinasours and even a submarine :)
oh by the way,i saw those two rainbows... matt there was a very defined one and right above it there ws a slighly lighter one...the darker rainbow is the only rainbow i've seen which actually had all seven colors!!! i took two photograghs of it to put in my project...i carry my camera around so that i can photogragh interesting stuff for my project..
i've seen double rainbows before bu thtese two were by far tha best...and the sky was so claer and had this gorgeous dull blue color and it was so beautiful...i was travelling in the bus at that time coz malla stayed after school and i picked him up after classes at the academy...there was this point when we crossed over this large field like area and we could actually see where the rainbow began and ended!!!!! it was beyond gorgoeus..
Today i realised how much ppl can be difficult when they want to be. See the thing is a lot of my job is to get things done by other ppl. Especially the creative ppl. Sometimes they can put up such a show of attitude. Today they did it to me saying that why must i wait so long beofre briefing them, and that i have been keeping this for so long and giving them little time, and that they will not take responsibility for it and that nothing is ready for them to do work. Its as if we are asking them for a favour, when it their bloody JOB
All my life i have been used to abuse and being ragged and usually never let it bother me. But of late i feel that i cannot take this anymore. My blood begins to boil and i get all hot and start seeing red and really feel like letting it all out. My head starts to hurt and it feels really horible. And whats worse is that after wards i cannot concentrate on anything else. Even now i feel like breaking something. Had a meeting right after this incident, and felt i was not my self and did not do as good a presentation as i am capable of. i guess i need to find a way of chilling.
All my life i have been used to abuse and being ragged and usually never let it bother me. But of late i feel that i cannot take this anymore. My blood begins to boil and i get all hot and start seeing red and really feel like letting it all out. My head starts to hurt and it feels really horible. And whats worse is that after wards i cannot concentrate on anything else. Even now i feel like breaking something. Had a meeting right after this incident, and felt i was not my self and did not do as good a presentation as i am capable of. i guess i need to find a way of chilling.
Last weekend we spent the entire night in mosque...praying. Cuz of the entire month, that particular night was the most precious. But the coolest thing was that after such a long time i saw the sunrise. I thought it was just so amazing. Colombo looked so beautiful. And the sky was heavenly. I made up my mind to try and wake up to a few more sunrises in my life. Its just that i am so not a morning person and can never wake up early. My belief is that mornings are for sleeping.
I just heard that there are 2 rainbows in the sky near havelock road. It must be really amazing. I love looking for rainbows. Do you ever stare at the sky. Sometime i love to look up and make images with cloud shapes. I once saw the titanic, dinasours and even a submarine :)
oh by the way,i saw those two rainbows... matt there was a very defined one and right above it there ws a slighly lighter one...the darker rainbow is the only rainbow i've seen which actually had all seven colors!!! i took two photograghs of it to put in my project...i carry my camera around so that i can photogragh interesting stuff for my project..
i've seen double rainbows before bu thtese two were by far tha best...and the sky was so claer and had this gorgeous dull blue color and it was so beautiful...i was travelling in the bus at that time coz malla stayed after school and i picked him up after classes at the academy...there was this point when we crossed over this large field like area and we could actually see where the rainbow began and ended!!!!! it was beyond gorgoeus..
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