A name

Shit...My voice is going again. Whats wrong with my throat. I feel like a bloody frog with a cold. Its not healed after like 2 weeks already. Its like some one has poured saw dust down my throat, or I'm swallowing sand. i've got a sore in my throat!

Whats in a name...isn't a name a sacred thing that only really and truly belongs to you. All the subsequent Murtaza's you meet will be judges based on first ever Murtaza you met. It is an identity that only you own. so shouldnt u hold on to your name. What does a nickname mean. Especially when u find that people don't know your real name. Am i regretting that i started allowin people to call me MAT insteand of sticking to Murtaza. Probably. The reason i did that is cuz i used to get pissed if they got it wrong.but isnt better a little wrong, than something alltogether new. on the other hand...is it really so important. i know people who go around all their lives without anyone ever using their real name. so what. The purpose of a name is to only be somthing that uyou can be recognised by. like a user id. And most ppl have many user ID's right. i have abt 3. is it something to get worked up abt. my gut says yes. but i guess its too late for the MAT users to become murtaza (and i have only myself to lame or that), but i'll be happy as long as they know that i have a name that is murtaza.