Other randome stuff. now don't complain ok

When you’re sad and lonely…
Tired of your own company
Dreaming of a fairytale that comes true only on TV
Missing a warm embrace on a cool night

and wondering if this is how my life fated to be

(When I was feeling melancholy while watching swan princess on tv. 14/09/04)

Have you ever had the feeling that time and life is passing you by, while your standing shellshockedstill and dumb and helpless in the centre of all this activity. As if you great plan has been misplaced by the powers that be. At times it’s almost as if your moving backwards.

"its your fault !”



Do you wake up to happiness
Or repent your past foolishness
Is your day full of hope and great of deeds yet to spring forth?
Or are you crying over your regrets.



Pain, anger, pride, hate, fear
Drive a mind to the chasm of despair
Not realizing that happiness is a choice
Of leaping high rather than falling
A choice we’re too easily avoiding.

Inspired by this email: - written on 19th of Oct 2004
“You don’t find happiness in the absence of problems, you find it in spite of your problems!” You choose it.
If you wake up saying, “I hope I have a good day, and then I'll be happy”, you never will be.
In a Nutshell:
You make the choice to be happy first. Happiness is a daily decision.