I ate my cake and blammed it on fate

Fate...What is it about those 4 letters that we feel the need to blame unexplained and inexplicable events in our lives to it? What does it mean? Who is fate? Something created by god. Or like in Pratchet a goddess herself? Fate makes it sound like there was some mega huge master plan which we don't know about and somehow runs our life. "It is written in our fate." Quite a lot of things must be written in them. Wish i knew what it was so i could prepare myself. Maybe the point is that i should not be prepared. That fate is life's little accidents. The things that make life interesting and give us something to look forward to.

Maybe there is such a master plan. It sounds feasible. Maybe god did write out our fate when he created each of us. (that is if you believe that you were created by GOD...lets assume you do). It makes things so easy to explain. on the other hand...isn't it such a human thing to want to be curious, break all assumptions and traditions. Isnt it our GOD given right to exercise our mind. And use it to question things, in the forlorn hope that we will get some answers. Some one please give me some answers dammit!!#@#@#@

Serendipity. That is much nicer word. That sounds more natural, so accidental...almost human.